My story of healing myself of stage 4 cancer and how I navigated the journey from dis-EASE to a life of EASE

Hello friends, My name is Ryan Luelf. I just enjoyed the big 40 last Friday March 27th and it feels better than I could have ever imagined. Especially celebrating 27 months of Cancer Free existence and a sense of thriving in all aspect of my well being. I was raised here in Tulsa, OK by loving parents who identified themselves as Christians.

Looking back now it was age 4 when I first came into the consciousness that I was being told that I was flawed, something was wrong with me, and I was being indoctrinated with the idea that I was a sinner and needed saved. Saved from what? I was just an innocent, unconditioned little boy totally fully of life. Well in so many ways I would spend the next 30 years trying to overcome the psychological damage of never feeling good enough. I had been asking questions for years but at the ripe old age of 35, I was presented with what I call a message, a divine tap on the shoulder, an opportunity to expand into greater human consciousness. I was being told I had a few months to live and that I had an incurable disease, it was stage 4 lymphoma cancer and there was no cure. This truly became a GIFT as it forced me to deconstruct everything, question all that I had been told, not as a skeptic but rather as someone who had to know for themselves, and truly face all of myself once and for all.

Facing my own impermanence and realizing that so much of my dis-EASE came from my internal dialogue, I embarked on a 3 year journey that was nothing short of INEFFABLE. Cancer is not a straight line. Instead it is the most incredible opportunity I have ever experienced for waking up to what is and letting go of all your "bogus beliefs" that simply do not serve us well. I learned that the miracle was in my ability to change my perception. The miracle was in my willingness, not my perfectness. Cancer was not an outside invader that attacked me with cosmic bad luck, NO. Cancer was sourced by me and in me as a manifestation of all things not well internally with my heart and soul.

I chose a path less traveled and was presented with an opportunity of a life time. I could be "right" or I could be "free" -- it was up to me to decide. I chose FREE!

Grace & Peace,
Ryan

Guest article written by Ryan Luelf, TheYoloLifeBlog.com, Personal Facebook Page, Business Facebook Page